Noting that I still have yet to get back to many messages. i..
🕑 Added 2024-07-12 22:52:41 +0000 UTC
Noting that I still have yet to get back to many messages. it's been incredibly overwhelming to answer everyone at once but I'm trying my best in increments to go through the hundreds of pending messages I have in queue, I hope everyone can understand that I don't want the waiting time for repsonses to be interpreted as me not caring or ignoring anyone intentionally ♡ 🙏 I appreciate your patience whole heartedly and also understand any impatience that comes along with it. I was in a really great system of keeping up when I was responding daily and am currently aiming to get back to that point by chipping away a little at a time until I'm fully caught up without burning myself out on the energy I've built up from starting to post again. Realistically speaking, tending to messages and being able to release/resend content bennefits me directly so I promise it's not out of laziness or lack of care/effort, I'm truly trying my best 😅 I run this page alone so it's a lot harder for me to maintain everything authentically as a flawed human with mental illness attemtpting to constantly reboot myself socially and productivity to post again on track with every bump in the road that disrupts my routine. The process comes with trial and error to find the right system for me while naviating my socialization withdraws and fluctuating energy levels to be able to do what I do here. Those waves effect not only the energy needed to post but also the energy it takes to talk when opening my inbox. When I opened DMs to communicate with subs within the last couple months it was a very new attempt for me to be able to hold conversation and be prompt to inquiries etc. It's definitely something thats hard to take a break from without build up and especially without feeling guilty when I cant get back to many people at once. With that said I promise that I'm someome who always uses my experiences and understanding of my own mental health as collective info to form the best outcome and I'm actively learning how to apply that to running a page with a positive experience ♡ I'll continue improving and trying to find the best method for communication and happiness both ways, especially coming from a very introverted person who tends to over extend in times of low energy supply ♡♡♡♡ if you've read far thank you for hearing out me out as a human who's usually compelled to over explain myself in a perpetual means to be understood by others on the other side ♡ love you
