Hello everyone.
You may realized I’ve been away and very in..
🕑 Added 2022-02-01 11:28:11 +0000 UTC
Hello everyone.
You may realized I’ve been away and very inconsistent in the past months.
I’ve been following a psychological process for 2 years and I put myself in a place where I had the hope to get over this. Sadly, thinking has become something dark, deep bad thoughts surround me all the time, and the idea of keep going with my existence is something that breaks me down. I’m not okay and I haven’t been in very long. I decided to ask my family for help since I believe in mental illness and I’m sure my brain is not okay right now. I’ve been lost the passion to do the things that I used to love, I feel useless and hopeless about my role in this world, I don’t feel appreciated or worthy of anything, but i still think I need a second chance. This week I’m with my mom and we are looking for the best rest center for me to join. I feel very happy to get to know the people I did during my whole career as a web model and content creator, I wish I could run and hug you all, go for a beer, or just having a conversation looking at the sunset. I hope I can heal, I’m so tired. I’m not doing this for me anymore, but for the people I love and want me here, fighting for it. If things don’t go as I planned, I want to let you all know that I’m grateful for everything you did and your support during my time on earth, 5 years of being here changed my life and perspectives. I’m grateful about making real friends in the distance, and the laughs and the crazy momentos with you.
Thank you.
I’m sorry, I really do.
