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Say what you want. At least I'm smiling. Fuck the fact that ..
🕑 Added 2021-03-29 14:40:33 +0000 UTC Say what you want. At least I'm smiling. Fuck the fact that my hair looks as if it's gained mobility and is fixing to crawl right off my head. Fuck the fact that it's not a thirst trap picture. Fuck feeling like I have to be constantly pretending to be something that I'm just not feeling at the time. It's been kindof hardwired in my brain for a quite some time now, for me to feel like I have to put on a fake face for everyone. Even before I started doing this for a living. (Anyone ever worked customer service?) God forbid you see me for who I am. God forbid I'm actually human. God forbid I don't fit your little box of expectations. Well... the jig is up. Here's the scoop, troop. I AM human. And I might lose fans for that, but that's actually ok with me. I don't want to have to pretend. I don't want to have to paint an elaborate picture of myself to fool the world. I just want to be me. Unapologetically ME. And I hope y'all like my strange little self. I'm actually pretty chill for real. So y'all come show me some love, yeah? And if any of you out there feel this way too, just know that it's ok to be human here. You can wipe off the eyeliner, unhook all the clasps, throw on the biggest t-shirt you can find, and just be real here. I love you all. Thank each and every one of you for your support and understanding this far. You're all very much appreciated.
