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For many of my subscribers, we're CUMMING to the end of our ..
🕑 Added 2022-01-24 14:24:13 +0000 UTC For many of my subscribers, we're CUMMING to the end of our first month together! I'm truly really enjoying this so far, and I hope you all are too. Can I be honest with you? I am truly very, very thankful for this experience. For over a year now, I have struggled to share my body with anyone. Last year, I went from Christmas to my birthday in June without so much as hugging a man. I committed to celibacy in order to get my head on straight. From June to early December, I found myself able to share some experiences with only a few different men who were able to earn my trust. One particular one was very disrespectful of my boundaries, and reminded me of why I struggle to trust men sometimes.... and so back to the celibacy bandwagon I went. Currently I'm about a month and a half since experiencing sex, and even the last time, something just didn't feel quite right with myself. I don't know how much longer it will take for me to feel comfortable with sharing my body again. It's truly not a place I am able to go easily. Trust is the most important factor in truly good intimacy, and that's never going to be something I'm willing to sacrifice for a quick bang... I've stopped giving men second chances at all, and building trust with someone new takes time. This is why I am so thankful to have you to share self pleasure with.
