What do you believe possible if you were to stay at home for..
🕑 Added 2023-12-20 02:55:45 +0000 UTC
What do you believe possible if you were to stay at home for a month and only create? No distractions only building and creating. The week I was home with covid two years ago, fortunately I was asymptomatic! I posted continuously, wrote plans and goals, created my home over and over, I spent the week focused on creating, building a life that reflects my heart and mind. I threw myself a sobriety party, I went on a date with a dress and I cooked well for my body and soul.
It was freedom. I am so blessed in this life to fly the wind in the hills and build my home, create my garden and film my life as art. My goals have always shifted to encompass more than what I can handle of others wants and needs, I want to commit that amount of energy and time into myself for I am worthy of it.
Worth... both financial and self. I struggle to add a dollar amount to my posts, to private images or contact... how does one define what their art or their body is worth and how do I make that a number I can feel is enough and still accommodates the level you all can afford? As I understand wanting things and not being able to open your purse.
I am thankful in my life for the space and time to create here at my parents property although the work is never ending, it is taking a tole on my body and beats at the door of the house my chronic pain resides everyday. What one is trying to achieve is what it used to take a community to do, it takes a village to achieve Maslow's hierarchy of needs, I am still struggling to step off the first tier of basic physiological needs, my access to fresh food and water, in the way I wish to live I want to grow and collect these myself. no easy task as each takes another subject to learn. Parbuckling for one to get a water tank to the top of the tower that stands strong. tall and beside the ancient mulberry tree.
I wonder what a month would be of just creating? Learning and sharing to you all under the discipline of the structure I would need to create to achieve the goals set out for me?
What could I do with a month shared to you? I always want to share all aspects of my life and the ways I want to live. My page is sexual as my life is sexual, my page though is also about the other parts of me.
The wind blows so strong through my home, touching my face as I sit at my desk, the music is soft piano and the fingers click upon the keys of my tome and we come to the end of my wonderings of what a month could achieve.
Sincerely
Lady
PS you can always write back to me xx
