This may be like placing bbs in my sock, before going to the..
🕑 Added 2018-03-22 22:45:48 +0000 UTC
This may be like placing bbs in my sock, before going to the gym, but, I've got to get something off of my chest (no pun intended.)
I've noticed, since navigating some suspicious activity, that my direction may be changing for the future. I've poured my heart and soul into basically anything that I do, only to experience exceptional stress for very little return. What I mean is, I've committed years of time and energy to the growth of one department in my company, my brand. It came to my attention that I may have been getting ripped off. Seriously. I don't have anyone to tell me what is good, what is average, and, what is not realistically bad to appear on a P&L statement. If any of you are in any kind of management position, or, own your own business, you'll know what I'm talking about. I've got a few websites and have noticed a trend in the sites that are independent of a few staff members. They're doing better, way better, than the other one.
I wonder why that is? I don't expect anyone to care, but, don't be surprised if one of my paid sites is no longer around. I don't work my butt off for someone to steal from me. That's fucked up. I don't steal from people. Golden rule applies to porn, too. My point is that I'm growing weary and have no proof of who is committing the leak. Maybe this is just another leap that I need to make to progress.
Those are my inside thoughts.
Now, about this camming thing....geez, I can barely tolerate trying to do a member's show while it's being interrupted by a regular show. The programming has been the same for years. It's virtually impossible to get any kind of entertaining or conversation accomplished without making most people feel ignored. I'm going to do my best, though. It's free for my website members. In fact, I've got to go set up the studio now. I'm hoping to have lots of pictures to share tonight!
