Life update for those asking, do not read if you do not care..
🕑 Added 2022-12-05 22:18:20 +0000 UTC
Life update for those asking, do not read if you do not care about it:
I am safe!! I am not being abused or anything, I keep getting DMs questioning that. I promise I am safe. I had an incident occur a few months back so I got a bit hurt from that. (I will talk about it in a few more weeks, just waiting for things in life to settle a bit before i bring it up). But those bruises and pain healed up. I have some bruises now just because I bruise easily lol. I am a bit clumsy and i will walk into things bc i am an idiot thats always in a rush.
The reason for my withdrawal from being on OnlyFans has been because of my ex. I have written a whole post explaining about it, but I will only post it when everything is done. It's so hard to explain, I feel like I need to explain everything for it to make sense. What I can say is that I have to wait until one more court thing (it was set earlier, but unfortunately the date changed). |
I am slowly transitioning back to being on social media. I had legal advice given to step away for my platforms (for reasons that I cant explain yet). Which really sucked because I love my social media. I love posting what I want, I love being open and free. I love joking about having a pp, I love venting about my life, I like posting pics where I feel beautiful. It's the only thing I own that's just for me. I can do and say what I want on my platforms and it's amazing. It sucks I had even that taken away from me. It was the only thing I can really control. And it like double sucked because it was my only source of income.
Whether or not things work out with this case, I am going to be back 100%. I want to post daily, I want to talk to people without fear they're my ex and my messages will be used against me. I want to have relationships and friendships with people without fearing my ex will be harassing them for information on me or gossiping about me to them. He's ruined my relationship with my own family, all my friends, and my boss (which is really weird, like honestly who calls someone's ex boss to gossip about them? lol). I want to post whatever I want without fear my ex is watching. I want to partner up with business and people asking me for content, not fearing it's my ex. And I want to live how I want. and I will. I am trying to convince myself once this is over, he will leave me alone and not dox me or harass me online. And well even if he does, at least he won't be able to harass me IRL.
