Chad was there for me the other day for my most recent break..
🕑 Added 2021-12-01 06:28:36 +0000 UTC
Chad was there for me the other day for my most recent breakdown/breakthrough. I guess I finally got to say out loud what was going on in my heart that I didn’t realize. “It’s just… really hard to be any part Chinese right now.” 😆 (it really is🤣) *cries for 2 hours after more ptsd goes off*
After I came to that understanding, a lot of things started connecting and I realized a little bit of why I was so…. Angry and frustrated all the time? I don’t think it’s my fault but I still have to be strong enough to deal with it all. Other Asian girls or marginalized people understand and when they talk about the same issues or express it somehow, it helps me a lot. I don’t feel as alone or as ugly/bad when my brothers and sisters on the internet pop up and remind me I’m not. I like when they share their emotions, feelings and art. It makes me feel like it’s okay to share mine. I feel very lucky and am thankful. I love you!
