I'm really sorry for lack of content. I'm not trying to not ..
🕑 Added 2020-10-05 06:47:01 +0000 UTC
I'm really sorry for lack of content. I'm not trying to not post. I hope you can understand. My anxiety is sooo bad lately to the point where I can't even peacefully shower or cook where I live because of my friend's manipulative ex that still lives with her. He has screamed and yelled at me, and I honestly don't know why, other than maybe being jealous of me for buying an expensive doll I wanted, which he tried to tell my friend I spent at least $2500 on it which is beyond absurd. It did get worse when I called him out when he was telling my friend about some conspiracy news he had literally just watched on from right-wing source despite being "left" or at least "liberal" himself, and for also eating my food, knowing it was mine. Ate my lunch the one day so that was great. Threatened to throw my clothes and toys out about a week ago if if I left for work so I had to call off and I never do that. Threatened to call the police on me for the apparent drugs I have in my room, except I don't. Pretty much all he does it sit on his ass playing the stock market with her money and can't even day trade after like 3 months of this while the two of us bust our asses 40+ hours a week. I lived with them before, last year, but left because of him and now I regret coming back just to have more space, so now I'm trying to move closer to work. I barely eat, and I'm on my feet thru the entire night so I'm lacking nutrition. I'll have meal replacements but not enough. This is going to catch up eventually. Sums up what's going on right now. Fuck everything, honestly.
