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Bruise update

Y’all, they really beat me in the dungeon this week, I am so..

Y’all, they really beat me in the dungeon this week, I am sore!!

Someone paid for a new rule! New as of July: when I play wit..

Someone paid for a new rule! New as of July: when I play with my pussy, I must have my mouth open and tongue out. This includes all instances of solo play. If you’re interested in paying for a rule, please lmk so we can talk duration, limitations, c0st.

Fucking my bad dragon, Trent, makes my pussy drip. Fucking m..

Fucking my bad dragon, Trent, makes my pussy drip. Fucking my mouth to clean him up? Same story.

Working on fetishizing my mouth. A diatribe of the reasons i..

Working on fetishizing my mouth. A diatribe of the reasons it is a good hole.

If you’ve ever wondered what my pussy looks like at 4 differ..

If you’ve ever wondered what my pussy looks like at 4 different times on the same day, this post is for you. Four random pussy inspections, naked on my couch, sent via sn4pch4t to the person who requested the view.

Gearing up for a juggling festival with some ball juggling i..

Gearing up for a juggling festival with some ball juggling in the dungeon!

The best part of the night was when I heard someone ring the..

The best part of the night was when I heard someone ring the doorbell upstairs. Dungeon Master had coaxed me into a straight jacket, and was choosing the right gag for me. We both knew he would choose the harness ball gag, but he tried a tape gag first. The doorbell rang while he was putting the harness on me, so Dungeon Mistress went to go see who was calling. When she didn’t come back right away, he roped my gag to the ceiling and quickly added some ropes connecting the straight jacket to the ceiling, ...

Sometimes Dungeon Master is inspired by my outfits when I sh..

Sometimes Dungeon Master is inspired by my outfits when I show up. Today he said, “you look so cute and innocent!” then he tied my arms and told me to twirl in my pretty dress. Dungeon Mistress loves my sense of fashion, but is oftentimes more vocally sadistic than Dungeon Master. She liked my dress, but wanted to see me struggle.

I’ve recently been encouraged to wear sexy panties or (none ..

I’ve recently been encouraged to wear sexy panties or (none at all) every day, while also sexualizing and fetishizing my mouth. I’ve been told that my pussy is too passive to be much fun, that it should really only be used for edging and inspections. I was told that I should use my mouth for sex as often as possible and put away my silly fantasies about cumming. My mouth can lick, suck, drool, taste and worship. It’s more intimate and involved than just opening my legs, and it’s so, so sexy to press ...

Nothing like a fire to put me in the mood for some nighttime..

Nothing like a fire to put me in the mood for some nighttime naked frolicking 🔥

🍾🥂 & silly

A view of my pussy while I fucked my mouth with a dildo

Do we like my trashy nascar wife outfit? I can’t wait to wea..

Do we like my trashy nascar wife outfit? I can’t wait to wear this little number with some dumb tall heels to the block party next month. I’ll love having all the dads on the block stroking their cocks over me 🥰 Imagine seeing me in this outfit and actually being able to maintain eye contact while my tiddies look this fine.

A puffy, wet, edged pussy 🥺

Some of you make me blush so hard when you tell me I have a ..

Some of you make me blush so hard when you tell me I have a pretty pussy. The compliments objectify me and center my thoughts around how much I would love to play with my pretty, pretty pussy for you. Some of you tell me how much you want to slide your fingers inside me, more of you want to lick her til she weeps. I know others want to carve me out and stretch my little hole. Some of you want to spank me pink, more want to make me squirt, and everybody loves to see me drip.

The Dungeon Master told me to strip down to leather and lace..

The Dungeon Master told me to strip down to leather and lace, then he roped my wrists above my head, frog tied my legs, then pulled them open with yet more rope. Then…he edged me and edged me and edged me until I cried for him to please let me cum. At that point, he took away the vibrator and started teasing my nipples. I swear there is a plot against me getting to cum! Anyway y’all I also wanted to acknowledge the fact that some of you have these adorable notions of what I’m like that are so nice an...

A little pussy inspection, on demand, is always available to..

A little pussy inspection, on demand, is always available to you. Hit that tip button to see the state I’m in anytime ❤️

I’ve never worn this kind of gag before. It made me drool a ..

I’ve never worn this kind of gag before. It made me drool a LOT. There is a 100% possibility of this being strapped to my face in future sessions. Dungeon Master loves it when I drool 💦

Pussy ASMR

Love an outfit examination 🧶 On a scale of 1-5 how fuckabl..

Love an outfit examination 🧶 On a scale of 1-5 how fuckable is this outfit??

getting back into bondage after the car accident has been ro..

getting back into bondage after the car accident has been rough. somehow I am always up for being blindfolded, gagged, and restrained! wearing the arm splints was so challenging. You feel free, but you’re absolutely not. love how I look in this combination of headgear too. As it turns out, I want to play with sensory deprivation more often 🐰

Do we like me in red?

I just feel really hot in this picture 🥸

Just wanted to check in ❤️

A little challenge from the past. Can I present my ass stuff..

A little challenge from the past. Can I present my ass stuffed full without needing to fuck it? As it turns out, no. I can’t.

Soooo on the same day this poll closed…my hitachi literally ..

Soooo on the same day this poll closed…my hitachi literally caught fire and died. It was old and we knew this day was coming but still, the loss was sudden and devastating. With a tie of votes between never letting me cum & making me cum so hard I squirt, I wonder if that was the decision made by the universe? It might just be another summer of me begging to be allowed to play with my pussy! Did my vibrator literally die rather than let me cum again? Rude, but somewhat understandable. The sentiment is ...

Deleting old things from my phone. Lazarus is a photo bomber..

Deleting old things from my phone. Lazarus is a photo bomber extraordinaire!

My cats are always interrupting my filming so they’re gettin..

My cats are always interrupting my filming so they’re getting a feature this week. Jonas & Lazarus are my actual lifeline and I’m just v happy I get to love them. Here’s a strange little series of videos just showing how I communicate with my small little crime boys. Notable moments: -Jonas touching my shoulder -Lazarus nose booping my nose -Jonas yelling -Lazarus & my pic getting taken down from Instagram 💔 ❤️❤️❤️